How does Planning Help You Be Present?

Last year, I recorded a video series with a dear friend discussing the Power of Now book. We enjoyed this collaboration and went deeply into the topic, and the outcome was 36 episodes averaging 15 minutes each.

By saying that the now is all there is, and that we are happiest when we live in the now, many felt I was contradicting myself as someone who promoted time management and planning in my podcast and other videos.  

How can we think ahead while also living in the now?

Planning and being present do not contradict each other; planning helps you live in the now. 

  • When you schedule your time in blocks, you don’t need to keep thinking of the future because you have already decided what you would work on next. 
  • When you plan, you ideally write your top 1-3 priorities of the day, so when other shiny things show up, you stay focused on those priorities or switch them up to deal with emerging demands. 
  • When you plan, you don’t suffer from that sudden sinking feeling of remembering an overdue task. 
  • Planning your time helps you stay present and confident that you are right where you need to be, doing the right things. There is no sense of wanting to escape the moment to a past or future one. This state empowers you to block distractions and promotes deep work mode, the most important kind of work that advances you in strides, versus the shallow fire-fighting mode that still takes place but much less so. 

When we plan our goals, it’s the same; we set our destination then focus on the daily habits and actions that we can control today to reach it or something better, we hope. Attachment to outcome is when we stop living in the now; releasing attachment is a life lesson we need to be willing to learn. 

So go crazy planning, but don’t get stuck there.

Action is in the now. It is where the magic happens. 

How does Planning Help You Be Present?

Guilt & Light

I skimmed through my copy of A Course in Miracles this morning hoping to find a relief of the heaviness I was feeling.

I noticed my recently highlighted passages in chapters 12, 13, and 14 and realized that the feeling was guilt. I brought yesterday’s events to today and couldn’t forgive myself for how I behaved with other people in my life. I complained, I was aggressive and I even gossiped. But A Course in Miracles says God always sees us as innocent and when we hold on to our guilt we cannot see our light. We are not our mistakes, although that does not mean we don’t own them or try to rectify them. We take action while having the conviction that our mistakes do not diminish our worthiness of love.

An affirmation that I keep repeating is: “The more I love myself tenderly, the more love I have to give to others & feel God inside me”. My guilt made me harsh on myself and deemed me unworthy of love from myself or from others. In this state, even If I receive kindness or praise, I brush it off. I don’t believe it, because I don’t even like myself at the moment. And what happens next? Becoming even meaner to others. What a vicious cycle.

Beware of such lies that your ego would have you believe with the purpose of separating you from the feeling of oneness with your fellow humans. Love yourself up and show it the tenderness it needs so that you can be loving to others. Otherwise, you will project your self-hatred outwards. You will see in others only the darkness that you think is inside you. Your belief in guilt obscures your light and your perception becomes clouded with judgment.

Remember my friend, only when you truly believe that nothing can touch your light that you can begin to see light in others.

Guilt & Light

RAIN ON ME

It IS going to happen.

One minute you are in the “yes, oh my God, life is amazing” zone, the next minute you are not.

You might be able to recognize the trigger that caused you to leave that sweet zone, or you just can’t put your finger on it, not right away.

You keep asking: “Why am I not there anymore? Is it the cold/hot/windy/rainy/whatever weather, is it the not enough/too many hours I slept, a morning routine step I missed? A shift in my hormone levels? What happened? And why is their behavior irritating me again?

Better questions I am learning from Tara Brach follow the RAIN acronym, from her book Radical Compassion:

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Feeling better

I loved this story from Tara Brach in her book Radical Compassion:

I like to tell students the story of a man who went to a mindfulness retreat because his therapist said he’d feel better if he learned to meditate. The retreat turned out to be a real roller coaster. Yes, there were moments of calm, but he also plunged deeply into fear, anger, and grief. The next time he saw his therapist, he told him he’d suffered horribly. “How could you have promised I’d feel better?” Nodding sagely, the therapist replied, “You are feeling better . . . you’re feeling your fear better, feeling your anger better, feeling your grief better!

Let’s keep practicing, shall we?

Feeling better

We are getting better

My bedtime reading is usually spiritual. I’m loving my recent selection so much, it’s a book called “Help, Thanks, Wow: The Three Essential Prayers” by Anne Lamott.

I’m sharing with you a quote I read last night that perfectly aligns with the blog post I wrote in the morning.

I pray not to be such a whiny, self-obsessed baby, and give thanks that I am not quite as bad as I used to be (talk about miracles). Then something comes up, and I overreact and blame and sulk, and it feels like I haven’t made any progress at all. But it turns out I’m less of a brat than before, and I hit the reset button much sooner, shake it off and get my sense of humor back. That we and those we love have lightened up over the years is one of the most astonishing sights we will ever witness.

I feel the same. We are becoming more resilient, we are bouncing back faster after failure. This makes me hopeful and more committed to all my good daily habits.

Let’s keep waking up early, meditating, journaling and reading. Let’s keep praying and moving our bodies. Let’s keep reading our affirmations and visualizing our success.

We are getting better.

We are getting better

Can you laugh about it?

When you notice your neurotic thinking and behavior, can you take back a few steps and watch it as something peculiar happening inside you? Can you disidentify with it as you the person and realize it is an experience you are simply having at this moment? Can you remember that this too shall pass? Can your observing self watch it with curiosity and wonder? Can you notice how these feelings are making your heart beat faster and your mind unfocused and your breath shallower? Can you look at this experience as yet another lesson in patience and self-acceptance in all your states? Can you take it lightly and not be so serious about it? Can you laugh at this particular human experience you’re having that is making you this uncomfortable? Can you let go of the thoughts that are keeping you hooked to this state and taking you away from being present? Can you breathe very slowly, watching your belly filling up with air with every inhale and deflating with exhale? Can you remember you are strong enough and went through harder times before, so you will be okay this time too? Can you repeat this sentence to yourself “May you be well my friend, may you be safe, may you live in joy and peace”* until you feel calmer?

Sure you can.

*Tibetan “lovingkindness” meditation mantra.

Can you laugh about it?

Spiritual Excel Sheet

When I get stuck on a task I don’t enjoy or did not do before or that has a lot of ambiguity, I feel I need to muster my strength and power through it using the practices I learned and proved to work before; like research, analysis, using timers for deep work sessions. I think to myself get focused and get it done. I noticed I never pray for guidance and feeling ease because my work task is so earthly and Divine guidance is not part of the equation for me. Not only that, but I had a limiting belief that this is not where we use spiritual practices, and that we should only use them in relationships and managing emotions.

But why not for work?

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